ZzZzZ.

i WAS going to blog abt him calling me lor.

tats before xm came along HAPPily telling me
he called candy THREE TIMES
but unfortunately for him & fortunately for me
candy didnt picked up.

so, he called me.

BUT.
i start to wonder.

maybe he called a lot of ppl leh.

like..

all the girls from our class.

then maybe nobody answered.
so he left with no choice but to call pathetic-O me.

ME.

pitiful little battered-up oh-so-lonely ME.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

feel like slapping myself for being so Zi Zuo Duo QIng.
disgusted by my own thoughts.

pls lor.
u think he will want to call u meh.
and listen to ur "banshee-like" laughter.

yeah lor.

but still,
he called me to say that
he is sorry for not being table to stay for a longer while.
i guess thats very shang3 lian3 liaox.

yup.
he came.
and left.

maybe because not many ppl there.
or maybe because i was there.
and he got disgusted by me.

i feel stupid.
disgusting.
urgh!!!!!

forget it.

anyway,
went to east coast..
ride bike with yawn!

we ride until the Bedok Port or sth,
that long platform that lead to sea..

haha,
sat there and smsed cao ling while yawn sms her SHANG~

lol. then suddenly,
the song "Angel Of Mine"
started to play.

at first i thot i accidentally pressed the mp3.
but i realised i wasnt even listening to that song before,
so it cant possibly skip to that song wad..

then memory skip back to few months ago,
when soh first gave us his hp no.

i rmb i was so glad i could finally sms him or sth liao.
then i oso rmb setting his call-in ringtone different from others.
AS in, everyone else is "A Thousand Miles"
but his is "Angel of Mine"

but actually,
deep in my heart i already made it very clear to myself:
he will never call me.

so i will never hear this ringtone.
because.. i donch noe.. if i set his as the same as everyone else's

aiya..
i just dont wantto give myself any hope..

yup.
so all hopes will extinguished b4 they could develope at all.

so that was when i realised.
it was him.

i felt shi bai.
tok for a few minutes
and still couldnt tell him the exact spot.

lol.

but i was so excited after we hung up
i practically "flew" back.

poor yawn.
trying to catch up behind.
lol.

hua xing fen wei li liang.

lol.

hu noes.

他 是 逼 不 得 以 才 打 给 我 的 .

T.T

but anyhow,
he called me again.
lol.

*so bu yao lian*


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MY BROTHER IS NAGGING.

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yup.
then went around slacking..

and.
had BBQ~~

cao ling finally came.

OH!
and

yi jiu and zhu zhe heng got ai mei guan xi wor~

shall elaborate some other day.

but basically,
it was one of the more successful Bbq i ve attended
yeap.

now dad spying on me.

and bro nagging me.
cuz he cant get to use the com.

argh!!!!!!!!

my yin si quan has been qin fan le!

okok. back to what i was saying.

yeap.

i actually felt full!
i mean for the psat chalets/bbq ive attend (class or cca or wadeva)
i was always the one preparing food for others to eat.

AND they always nvr sya thank you de.



OKAY!

BOTHE DAD N BRO NAGGIN.

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


---------to be continued

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